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This turned out to be a long delayed update, sorry about that.
Due to the Tōhoku quake last year, all of Japan got engulfed by a huge grief, and for me personally it was a year that made me pay my last respects to people special to me, turning it a year with a great sense of loss to me.
On regular years I look back on the year when work closes for the year,
and declare my ambitions for the next year that will take me a step forward, starting the new year with a fresh attitude, but while I remained in a vacant state in which the willpower to do that didn't well up in me the new year eventually began.
To be frank, after the sorrowful service for director Morita, I turned away from reality,
letting the days go past just like that until the year ended. Wanting to show the director how much more I had grown, and wanting to work towards being able to be with him again, were the strong feelings that have been a great motivation all this time, so with the death of director Morita, it also felt at that time that I had lost the spiritual support that kept me going in this job. But while reading the letters he once sent me and looking at the photos made on the set, I no longer thought it was something I should feel depressed about. The director surely wouldn't want to see me being depressed, I thought. So just like when all of Japan joined hands to move forward after the quake, I too pledged to once again recover my determination. Facing forward again, I'm now writing my first blog entry for the new year.
I didn't quite know how to begin with this first update since last year.
All of you who've been waiting for it, thank you very much.
To start with, I want to give my belated sincere thanks
to all my fans who have supported me all through last year, and to all of you who have been reading this blog. I've been in many television dramas last year, so it may have been a year in which I seemed to be closer to you than ever before.
With all this drama work I've been really busy every day,
and I kept being surprised by how fast the year was passing by. My own growth or how I'm developing through the year is something I surely haven't been able to sense anything of, but I like to believe that all that invisible daily growth adds up.
2011 passed by like a storm, leaving me flabbergasted,
but instead of 2012 ending before I notice it, it'd be nice if I properly spend each day with care, and finish the year with care. I want to invest even more energy and devotion into each and every job I do. Please favour me this year too, everyone. We'll meet the first time this year while I'm promoting the movie "Magic Tree House". I can't wait to show you my first challenge as a voice actress. It's tough to keep a hold on this feeling of impatience. I'll do my best to make 2012 a fun year for you. Please look forward to it.
By the way, to do this year properly, I bought a notebook on new year's eve.
When I write down my schedule for the new year in my new notebook, I remember the feeling of anticipation and tension I had when I got my timetable for the new school year in middle and high school. The fortune I drew on my first shrine visit of the new year yesterday was "Excellent Luck" with a Beckoning Cat on it. I believe that this fortune will bring nothing but good times. (笑) That's why I'm sure this will be a great year. I pray that this will be an even greater year for all of you. |
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